For months after my stroke, I heard what I can only describe as a dishwasher in my head. The whooshing, which was accompanied by a sensation sort of like when you feel like you need to pop your ears, started in the hospital shortly after I was moved from the ICU to a regular hospital room. When I asked my doctors about the sound in my head, the ongoing whoosh whoosh, they did what they so often did when I asked questions. They looked at me oddly then dismissed it as nothing to worry about. What I saw on their faces was this: “We have no idea what you’re talking about but you really shouldn’t be here so just be happy that you made it.” So I stopped asking about it. In the weeks following my stroke, I experienced it several times a day but after a few months, I would only hear the dishwasher every once in a while. Thankfully, now I only hear it when I am actually washing dishes.
I all but forgot about the dishwasher in my head until I ran across A Quest To Explain the Whooshing In Her Head.
Apparently, the dishwasher in my head is called “pulsatile tinnitus” but it’s not actually tinnitus at all. Emma Greenwood started the site whooshers.com after experiencing difficulty getting her own pulsatile tinnitus diagnosed. As the site says, “According to many major medical institutions, only 3% of tinnitus sufferers experience pulsatile tinnitus. The rare symptoms create challenges for patients and diagnostic challenges for the medical communities that serve them.” For this reason, she has become a champion of the condition. A quick google search of pulsatile tinnitus shows just how pivotal Greenwood’s work has been. There simply isn’t much information about it and what you can find is usually a side-note to information on tinnitus, though the two aren’t really related.
So What Is It?
Tinnitus is categorized by a “ringing in the ears” or hearing noise that isn’t there and is primarily an auditory condition. This type of tinnitus is usually caused by hearing malfunction. Yet with pulsatile tinnitus, the patient is actually hearing a verifiable sound. These sounds can often be detected by a doctor and, in some cases, people with the condition have even been able to record the sound. If you don’t know what a dishwasher sounds like or you want to hear for yourself what it’s like to have pulsatile tinnitus, you can find audio clips on whooshers.com.
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